NEW JOB...NEW LIFE

Tender my resign letter on 10th August 2011 to Allin Business Sdn Bhd.

Finally i found a job that the salary is higher than my past salary RM1,700....hope that i will hav a better environment there....wish that there is conpany trip every year for all of us....and hope that my life will be better from now on....

Working place (Malim Jaya) is same place with darling...and same row with his company too...im so happy...can hav lunch with dar every day....will not affraid if anything happen to me....he can come to save me immediatelly.....haha~~

My new job will started at 12th September 2011 at Poh Brothers Construction Sdn Bhd...
Hope that the Bosses, manager and colleague will be friendly with me...

Awaiting for my new life....

Sad...

Today is a sad day for me...
Finally discover he is still had contact with that Indonesia girl...
He don even wan to tell me anything..by saying no commen...
How? Y my life become like dis???
I don understand?
Y i had make a foolish decision by staying beside a man that don even appreciated me?
I really cant stand anymore..
I need someone that care of me right now...
I really need...
Crying without anyone beside me...
Actually my life is not dat good...
I try to pretend to be good...
Im tired now....
after we had run thru so many years...i really tired...
I need a rest...
Hope that tomorrow will be better for me....

Will we be happy??

This is our wedding photos. Hope that our relationship will last longer.

Sad

Today, i found out tht he still continue their messaging. Im so sad to know bout this. Why he always and he can break it.

He promise to unfriend her. I saw it.

But he use another account name Alan Lam Lam to add her again.

He even bluff to me saying tht he never add her and that account has never in use for more than a month. He even shouted at me loudly saying that he is inocent.

But from the profile we can know tht they hav juz accepted to be friend. I show to him, he hav nothing to say. My heart juz like been cut into slices n the blood is splitting out. My heart is very pain.

I open his fb and saw their msg that written msg tht not a normal fren will write. Juz as in the photo. T.T

Even giv hp no to call and asking whether miss or not. Can I stand? I don believe him anymore.

Sad

Few days ago i found out that Alan keep on fb-ing msg with an indonesian girl name PIERCI SUSI. I ask him bout the girl, he keep on saying juz a normal friend.

Yesterday 9/06/11, we quarell again. I beg him to stop fb-ing msg with that girl. He promise me he will stop msg her.

02-06-2011

Early in the morning wake up. Today darling going to take GDL test. These is the second time he taking the test coz last week he fail 41/50. Need another 1 to pass. After breakfast at Air Keroh McD, I accompany him to take the test. I stay in the car to study my F6 papers while waiting him to finish the test. At last 11.40am he finish. We went to Low & Lee to collect loan agreement. Then finally we go for lunch. Already a long time we never eat breakfast and lunch together so happilly.

Waiting for 4pm

After lunch he went to work. I stay at home and continue study. Waiting for 4pm for the resault to release. Finally he pass the GDL and get 45/50. So happy.

Juz started

Finally stated to create a blog for myself. The name of my blog is "allmylife". From now on I will write whatever sad, happy, down and high about me.